don't sink bfore you rise baby

993

2011-08-04T13:33:00.002+08:00

Me: Grass Jelly has no taste.

CJ: Its bitter if you bite a chunck off it, like herbal jelly.

Me: Nooo, herbal jelly is very bitter!

CJ: Herbal jelly + honey is like Grass jelly + syrup ma.

Me: So you're trying to say Herbal Jelly = Grass Jelly?

CJ: *serious* No. Herbal Jelly IS Grass Jelly. *serious*

Break time jokes from cj as usual.

991 : End of June

2011-08-02T13:03:00.008+08:00

I slogged my guts out. Waking up early no matter how early i sleep is'nt really my forte.
Deprived sleep also gave me a bad temper.

But still, the only waking up early and going to work @ a place which I liked filled with funny & interesting people is a.... better option la! :>

Accompanied Shun An to KFC. or actually he accompanied me. Okay, we accompanied each other.

Yah thats me grinning like an idiot. Honestly, im really impressed at how that guy takes photos. When you say perfect angle. It IS really perfect angle.
Check out the clean chicken. I didnt eat. I wasnt supposed to cuz im supposed to meet the peope at 12pm (and it was 1230 already?)

Checking and replies sms. Honestly, i cannot get over how a girl looks worse then a guy -.-

%^&*&^%$# so going to make him my mentor already.

Shun An

When its time to leave, we leave cuz its nearing 1pm already and i am still not there to meet them.... the only thought is to try out BFF. We were always near there but never tried it out :/

Yah see that greedy hand.

And thats the greedy girl whom can never be full.

Never is never too strong a word for her. Shes not a bieber fan anyway @.@

anyway, the cheese is way too salty >.<

New look new look. The new shoes,shirt Peter and Terence got for him respectively. Honestly he is the luckiest B'day boy ever! All i got for my birthday is a BANANA from him him him and her.

Better be good next year hor!!! (frowns)

The car+park + happy dick and busy pete.

The people doesnt have a good sense of humor. honestly, they're quite bad at it.

ME: " Hey look at that!"
M.Y: " What? " *glances around*

ME: "Its missing a AMBER!!!"

Honestly, couldnt you all see that it looks exactly like a traffic light? Creativity much? All i got is the -.- face from Dar.

***

The place we've been intending to go to is a beach road where there is this Taiwan Food place with awesum milktea and snow ice (quoted from M.y) We took what it seemed like a thousand years to get a parking place and when it reached, IT BLOODY CLOSE DOWN ALREADY.

i got from hungry to nothing. i dont feel anything except from the fatigue. didnt even feel sad.

Lai, with everyone tired and tired, we got to the nearest place (which is suntec, after not much of a discussion) and settled for Kenny Rogers.

The ambience was good.

Okay, it doesnt really show much of the ambience cuz ben xiao jie very tired and dont wna take photos, and no one wants to use my camera to take also. All sit down look pretty oni. Ji dan.

Dar + M.Y combo. IDK whats that but its supposedly to ribs and chicken.

The ribs aren't bad but the chicken is chicken.

With all the mashed potato they're taking in, they NEVER got sick of it. Never is never too strong a word when it comes to them. HAHAHAHAHA!!

Pete's healtier choice. Chicken Salad.
He was a super busy man that day :/

And ya mine. er.. pita! hahahahahaha!!! I havent had pita for soooooo looooong since Primary School/Childcare when there's a pita place in East Point. (When East Point just opened)

I wouldnt get it again. Cuz it really tastes normal. Like those normal chicken. And their special sauce? It doesnt taste special anyway. Like some sauce i can get anywhere.

And OH. i think i ate really slow. I wasnt hungry already. And M.y kept complaining that she wasnt full ://

Oh and this. No way no way. Way too much cheese and its a bad thing. you get sick of it and sick of it. I ate like a few pieces of macooroni and left it alone.

I guess its me that day, nothing makes me feel like eating anything already.

Still have some photos not up yet. Will continue when im back from work! :>

990; http://lasycat.tumblr.com/

2011-04-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

yes i created a tumblr and leaving this space in 10 posts time. everything for the past 6 years is sealed in this spot i've created out of boredom. i love this place but embracing places where i can simply reblog stuffx! teehee.

everyone has their moment. i guess

989; wow

2011-04-16T16:40:00.001+08:00

yes,this is it. i think im good at letting people down ;(

cold shower again. good cost saving! everyone should try this! lol.

988: heartheartheart break~

2011-04-16T09:19:00.003+08:00

it doesn't take a knife to kill. you heart just stops when everything matters, we say its suicidal yet sweet and precious. how many lives do you have to keep loving like that, my friend. I have only one, don't kill me with words that you know it will.

don't try so hard to change, what it will do is to fail the quality testing at the end of the day. Things will turn out well, esp when you know what i cannot handle excessively. You know im one arrogant,proud,mean kid that one or two sentence cannot bring me down. But not overloading me with information in a single day- that, i know i cannot handle it and i'll throw those petty temper and leave you alone. which in short, made me to go to one corner and reflect again.

when did my life sucked with you? never. so stop being such a sucker and shoulder all the blame. We're back to normal. i said that normal closeness we can have. not the deliberately avoiding it, like i say it'll only fail us.

stop killing each other okay? we're okay, okay?

987: humour.

2011-04-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

we are like two knitting thread that was knitted in a slow steady and standard pattern. Until one day the knitter changed the way of knitting and began closing in both of the lines.

i was typing this halfway until you said it doesnt matter afterall.

i didnt get to the end... i didnt get to the end!!!!! I DIDNTNNTNTNTNTNNTNTNTNTNT

FUCK!

986: meowaww

2011-04-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

(capricorns!)

(when i hit the shutter the lightning strike, i finally understand how the national geographic photographers felt.)

i thought it was the flash, but on a second thought i didn't on any, so that was the lightning behind. i bet you're reading this, so i'll just say iluvu!

985

2011-04-10T22:26:00.003+08:00

are.you.sure

this is the question that will make the foundation crumble. like apple crumble pie.

say it when you're sure. or take it back before it makes any impact. (wrongly). make sure you wont regret it or make sure no-one knows you regretted it. goodluck!

nineeightfour

2011-04-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

people like to reach out for something impossible. and when we are almost there, we retract out positions and run for our "lives"

i hate challenges in these kind of terms. i hate running but i like pursuing, until everyone gets tired of it...

meow, live the highlife.

983: keeler

2011-04-07T18:52:00.003+08:00

the world didn't stop just because we were'nt in it anymore, not even close.

how are you feelin' today?

982: creatures

2011-04-06T16:40:00.002+08:00

"men can hardly select, or only with much difficulty, any deviation of structure excepting such as is externally visible; and indeed he rarely cares for what is internal"

from: The Evolution of Calpurnia Tate

981: what do we hate

2011-04-06T16:21:00.003+08:00

what did i do to find such a good buddy? maybe i was a heroine that saved the whole village or some really kind fellow in my past life.

Monkey bites cat.

im starting to like my camera? hahahaha. finally im not really un-interested in it anymore. part of the tool that captures all the fine memories w everyone, anyone. whoa. suddenly life's great. ^^

980: how do we love

2011-04-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

how much do we know each other? by that lil twitch of the sides of your mouth? or just the look that you give? how hard is it to read...?

people's feelin' impromptu today so we "settled" down and had fun in school. received so many food nowadays that i feel so..... contented? maybe cuz the hunger days are over. wayyyyy behind me!.

maybe you see it in their eyes...

the feeling of refreshed and scent from my hair,room and bed realllllyyyyy, makes me feel relaxed. like im floating already. and lifes seemed really good. friends food work family. heehee.

979: wink of an eye

2011-04-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

yes time pass so fast when its w the right people. 6hours got into the pocket and left the last 2 hours to effective reading of nat geo magazine :>

waking up to witness the sunrise. twice this month. and its the holidays. i woke up for a purpose and yet i witness the supermoon as well as the sunrise(s). oh well. how bad can life go when theres little surprises like that.

thank you all for those who cared. who cares if i can wake up on time for work? or bothered to find other way to show concern about me? who cares if i managed to get my breakfast? or tries to fulfill a promise made to me? i appreciate everything and will try to return it doubly back. cuz when you think im worth it, i think you guys are too! love you all ^^

the buddy buddy bro

2011-04-02T20:47:00.009+08:00

hi! my buddy buddy bro. wanted to edit monkey but idk how to draw its hands. heehee

977: breakable threat

2011-04-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

do people know that sometimes being a "good person" just meant that we're feeling cowardly?

not everything is like what it seems.... maybe?

ninesevenfour

2011-03-28T12:22:00.005+08:00

whats hiding? there so many things to do, to think, to accept, to love,to hate, to explain, to follow up, to remember,to prove ,to show, to earn,to make. when all of these collapse into a program easily integrated into our minds and style of living, its called life. and that's when we all say, life sucks. and it really does suck.

but in the midst if knowing life sucks, we had the opportunity to love, to show, to hug, to kiss, to enjoy, to share, to live, to play, to jump, to gather, to hold, all together. it's when all the parts that sucked made the parts to-gether stands out like a brilliant star amongst the sea of darkness.
life, may not suck that much after all. the reason is just as simple :)

973 supergirl

2011-03-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

yes, im amazed by myself too!

but now i just feel like my body so tense that when someone touches me i'll shatter like glass.

972: like how you feel

2011-03-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

like how you feel.

saying it in different tone yields such a different meaning.

lets leave it this way and blame it on time like how we always do. we just don't know when to move backwards or stop moving. this is called blurring the lines. we are all capable of that and we all know that.

971: horror

2011-03-19T12:19:00.002+08:00

woke up in the night from 4 hrs of sleep and pain. i tried to force myself back to sleep and ignore the pain cuz 1. i need the sleep -im really tired, 2. im too lasy to get up for a comfort drink.it is when the pain trumps the lasiness that got me up for 2 hot drinks so i can lie down and pray that the pain wave will not hit back like tsunami :(

suddenly that night feels very sad... ..

p10p10p10p10p10

2011-03-19T12:01:00.002+08:00

Guess theres a reason why we're called p10

lai the poolside bbq~

969: tumblr domain

2011-03-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

cant think of a url for tumblr.

what are the things in the world that truly matters? only when we need each other we'll find each other. nothing will be shared when nothing's asked. since nothing's asked whats there to say? thats the true silence.

its very green tea day today! :>

968: scandal

2011-03-17T22:34:00.001+08:00

Tumblr no yes yes no?

967: people out the the circle says cute things

2011-03-17T00:44:00.003+08:00

"actually you're good inside what, how come you look so evil on the outside?"

i laughed at the comment, cuz at least i know its something positive that i can't see it myself. something that took months for a person to see, something that is not forced out from someone,something that comes unexpectedly and rarely occurs.

when you sit at a corner observing people, you'll see those tiny actions that shows. those tiny things that is hidden like gems for people to find out and for them to keep. or the tiny actions that divulge the selfishness, self mindfulness, arrogance all the bad stuffs which we can take a second path, to chose to embrace it, to be more open hearted. Cause me-- quite a cute problematic one with many negative stuffs that shines brightly even when it's unpolished. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

p10 still feels like home even thought i've not met them for months,

maybe its the noisy,gossipy and constant shutter sounds i get when im around. like being wrapped up in a bubble wrap, safe and sound? okay i know im still lagging, and i need more effort,so im gonna chase up, so pls remember to bring me along. :)

966 to p10

2011-03-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

meeting p10 a lighthearted ha-ha thing.
maybe it true that a taurus is a good friend for capricorns and vice versa.

anw, just stay happy la! results out tmrow,so either its a yay or a nay.

but i think its a nay. oh man :(

i'll sing all the sad songs in kbox in this case. heh heh.

luvu,

lynn

965

2011-03-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

Say hi to ginger with socks!

"will it make you feel like invincible with every word you say, can you promise me if this was right, dont slow it all the way, can you do all these things, will you do all these things like we used to."

hahahaha! that section went into my head the moment i heard the song.

like cute only hor? like got the im-chio-but-sian face. teehee! :3

964 annoyed

2011-03-14T00:50:00.005+08:00

yes i feel slightly annoyed now... the com's pissing me off and undeniably,the main thing that made me this annoyed is something that im actually worried about. or not worth worrying about.... i should'nt be a worry-er.

now just keep telling myself that everything will work out, even at the expense of people getting hurt.

whatever, the choice is theirs. they choose to love to hate to hurt,it's none of my business. some people like it messy, then so be it.

yawn. mom came out to nag! :(

gooooodnight guys.

p.s: i think i sound very contradicting @ post962. embrace the emotions i could be experiencing for it may/may not last! Hahahahaha!!

963: meow

2011-03-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

meow. chio lighting! :>

962: smile?

2011-03-12T00:50:00.004+08:00

im contented to the brim that anyone brings more smile to me i'll koala bear hug them.

it just felt that im about to overflow with happiness.

im happy despite not getting 4577 things that i ,~~needed~~/wanted.not really sure why im happy today. i guessed everything felt right, was right,things happened in the right time, right sequence.

will be back more often :>

961: ni wo ni wo?

2011-03-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

if you ever notice, rain sounds better at night compared to the day? yea i sound like some weird person talking.

actually who likes the feeling of being used? esp in times when you thought they really sounded sincere but down the road you realized that their urge of needing someone to exploit exceeds the real true reason of helping. they need your help so much more then you need theirs. Even when you reject the offer they just keep coming and never give up.

then, like a lamb you climb up and let yourself fall freely into the trap. Viola!! you're one stupid lamb!

Honestly, no one can actually know if they're being used until they are being used. Cause friends like you is so scary that i fear to breathe when you're around. your sickness of using people for your benefit is way more gruesome then any gore movies around. make a change, do some charity and get some good karma to counter those that you're having.

its a colourful world, dont spoil it.

horror movies? not as scary as people like that. However, people like that is real you cannot run/escape from it. but horror? you can close your eyes,cover your ears they'll eventually go away.

goodnight.

961 you will be

2011-03-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

it takes more then time to chase something back

maybe courage? actually i know it'll just take me another step to get things back, but i tuckered out like some whiny girl.

anyhow, i feel like chopping my hair short once again. evryone keep asking why im i keeping it long so long. i had a dream just now that my hair was snipped off by someone in the library. and i wasnt that angry cuz i think it just gave me a chance to really cut my hair? :3 hahahaha!!

960 whats left whats left

2011-03-10T00:40:00.002+08:00

do you blame time?

958: I HUNGRY

2011-03-09T12:26:00.001+08:00

YAH HUNGRY LIKE BEAR NOW!!!

wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres mommy wheres

yah i sound kinda irritating. heehee

957 dont sink before you rise

2011-03-07T23:03:00.003+08:00

If lives could be painted, mine would be in primary colours. In short, it's basic with no tag or whatsoever coming along, im one carefree kid.

There are people out there with their lives painted in shades and tones, glitters and deco.The top of the society (cream of the pie), the people among people. People whom succeeds, people whom has something (or alot) to write in their book of life.

Then there comes the people with grey, monotonous belts in the picture.Occasional confetti booms that settles quietly before curtains close.

yet.

I can be so carefree that i get out of my house and start finding the moon. Drag people down to have occasional runs to the swings, listen to the warm sea breeze, counting stars. Where are the problems? gone?

No cause i haven't been thinking too much, at least not too in depth into anything. Problems kick in when you start to think so much that you try to get into the mind of others and starts to think in their way.

Someone told me that in life, competition is scary. so scary that people tend to lose themselves along the way. hurray step one to being a monster. Yes i may be mean, but behold the real ugly people behind, they're right behind.

So, it brought me back thinking, when was it when you thought that there were monsters in the closet and not monsters walking in broad daylight wearing face-masks around you? yikes...

956

2011-03-06T22:15:00.001+08:00

yes. i got so bored that i drew.

yes i drew.

955 so it just looked like a friendly handshake and er..... ya a group hug! i guess? ummm....

2011-03-05T00:19:00.001+08:00

not in particular to anyone anything ah.

954 where will you be?

2011-03-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

this feeling is awesum. slam-shutting all my notes into the boxes.

awesum much. it a bye-bye-see-you-3-months-later thing.

so, i slept in until my backaches, till sun shines at my butt, till my grin spreads until it hits my ear. heehee.. now i'll have the time to read, the time to watch movies and the time to start hanging out with everyone. mummy inclusive.

she's been complaining how long she didnt see me during the exam period since i was out till midnight. its cool how she and dad manage the "trust" thing. though i can still feel that it's quite shaky. ever since the young teen episode, i think it'll take more than 7 years (and counting) for them to get over it. oh well.

kaycool!

953

2011-03-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?

952

2011-02-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

it'll take me a minute to care & the next to forget.

......

okay this sentence took me > 40mins to type out.

951

2011-02-27T01:31:00.002+08:00

i think i like the new feeling of drowning in the cold air at night.

950 vah-lend-time

2011-02-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

happy valentines! ^.^

growing yellow flowers here. HAHAHAHA!!

949 trees

2011-02-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

I got this really random thought when i was in the bus alone.
I thought the trees along the highway looked like broccoli lined up in a fairly neat manner.

"hi!"

then again i think it's stupid, but again i think that maybe someone along the line got an affair outside. they could be brothers. blood brothers. oh.. im kidding :3

947

2011-02-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

If everyone can read guilt, i think people will forgive easier :(

946

2011-02-09T19:58:00.003+08:00

me and lil moster looks like dad.

bro looks like mom!

so cute! less than 3 ! <3

mew~

945

2011-02-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

some are keepers some are merely passer bys.

944 fghter

2011-02-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

when im in pain, i force it to escalate to a intolerable level before bursting into chains of formidable "fuck"(s)/"yes i know im alive"(s)

maybe cuz i think that i'll thank God that the pain im having constantly isn't that bad. that the pain now isn't worser then worse ^.^

943

2011-02-04T02:46:00.003+08:00

heehee im just scared there're people out there missin' me!

one 4-toh taken before cny!

have funz!

oh i lost $10 in black jack :(

argh~

nine four four

2011-01-31T21:26:00.004+08:00

people just need to be out of their fucking comfort zone.

do it when you say it, things that you agreed to is something like a verbal contract, just because there isn't anything to hold down onto it does'nt give you the right to go around disappointing people.

it just showed ~~the world~~ me what kind of person you are.

fucking disappointing i swear. :(

943 how?

2011-01-30T20:34:00.005+08:00

gathered in a circle watching the clown topple
in the circus with nothing to grapple
clown shout, struggled to get up
ends up hearing himself drowned out
the bystanders wait, for whats coming up next

wait wait wait and wait,
then they turn and see the clown trampled dead.

okay thats a bit gruesome but thats how people treat each other. wake up people.

942 lizard

2011-01-29T22:37:00.006+08:00

im so traumatized. if anyone could be as lucky as me would strike 4d instead of stepping on a lizard when i was turning around a corner trying to get to the kitchen.

lizards and me better be in parallel universe. with crossing paths like today coloured me grey.

did you realize that rain drifts, creating a tiny ripple with alternating streaks of bold. being sheltered inside made me see something that i couldnt if i were to be in the rain.

likewise, bystanders - they always get the full picture. (whether good or bad)

however, looking outside while im in, i dont seem to be able feel how the rain feel when it sings or when it hits the ground.

people can tell you what they see, you still have the power to decide. when you decide to form a mental firewall to people from telling you what they feel/see, you're cutting yourself out.

you still have the last decision

don't forget.

941 941

2011-01-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

tired.

literally

940 tall

2011-01-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

i always get this tickle when cj says "WAH-ter"

heehee. WAH-ter BOR-terl.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAAA!!!!!

939 cold

2011-01-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

beer.cold.cold beer.

unpack.pack.packed

dip,wash,dry

start,study,sleep

giddy,drink,cold

cold, vapor,beer

beer,floating,lynn

type,you,look

looking,left,wonder.

study,cry,cry

cry,sleep,study.

beer.beer.beer.beer.

HAHAHAHA CAN ANYONE UNDERSTAND?

like how my brain works. teehee

938 watah

2011-01-23T09:01:00.003+08:00

for what that you love

keep it in present tense

uh-huh uh-huh the new man-like drink that i bruised my palm upon opening (for failed to open)

still feeling tired after long hours of sleep \(@.@)/

i need a hair cut and a dye. heehee :3

937 who's green hornet? teehee

2011-01-22T17:42:00.004+08:00

i am so hungry till i feel revolted.

+ have so many things on the list to do !!!

how many faces do you see?

you'll see 8 if you're normal. but obviously there isnt just 8 faces.....! heehee.

dont stare at the picture for too long. i stared and saw like 14 faces.

936 : you scared?

2011-01-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

Meanlynn's in danger.

i knew i could tone the mean-ness down, but what did i get?

danger danger

green hornet come and protect me! :>

#935

2011-01-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

There are scenes which once you missed it, you missed it

there are times when you wasted a chance given and wanted to recreate it

there are people whom are gone, will be gone, no matter how you tried to convince him.

sunset in a car @ 24/08/2010

okay the sun is setting out of my phone's camera, but it IS setting.

i really hate cny shopping. its torturing me inside out :(

and seriously, why do people have to have the same name :''''''(

and i have $5 for the week! yay! heehee

luvu,

Lynn

#934: friend.

2011-01-19T20:25:00.003+08:00

vitamin watah. i kinda like that non-sweet feeling!

may yi built many fountains today, hahaha! for a moment i thought everyone heard of the story of where you can built a fountain/swimming pool on your palm.

laughed till my sides ache. esp the expression everyone gave. like awesum only!

(my room is messy in a cool way. HAHAHAHA!)

i should find a standard answer out of the usual "bomb" people throw me. take that suckaaa. wahahahahaha!!!

P.S: I OVERSPENT THIS WEEK. IM LEFT WITH $2

P.S: ITS ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH THE WEEK

P.S.P.S: WHY WHY WHY!!?

#933: memories

2011-01-18T20:45:00.002+08:00

its nice that you understand how i feel with just a look into my eyes.

like looking for

something& telling me you know it and "got it"

air hug.

ps: lift your head, its the moon.

psps: project is like one of the reallllly annoying factor in my life :'(

#932: Alpha

2011-01-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

love in present tense. i wonder how this book will turn out to be.

sniffing books out in the library alone is like meditating, with the aroma of books (like wood) i would rent a room and stay there if i could.

MONDAY, JANUARY 12, 2009

When the orbiting moons grow old. Theres no need for gravity. Gravity is me.

i kind of looked through the archives... teehee :>

#931: souls

2011-01-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

one kind soul saved me

& i saved two

Chasidic Rabbi Menachem Mendel "The only whole heart is a broken one"

---

2011-01-13T21:21:00.004+08:00

cracks appear when we took different stand

stand by it,refuse to mend it

sat in a circle, dual deal

with cards served-- masked the joyless scene

was it a circle or a sphere which both ends can never meet?

whatever it doesnt rhyme, get over it! meow.

#929: big bang theory

2011-01-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

they say you choose your friends.

quite true. but i think someone above pulled the strings too. so i'll like to thank him too!

pls dont rain

2011-01-07T09:01:00.001+08:00

pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain pls dont rain

#925: status

2011-01-07T08:59:00.000+08:00

Hibernating + thank you everyone!

#924:

2010-12-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

im a silent cat.

i kept quiet for 5 good hours...

after the 5hr, my head is empty.

#923: ursecretlover

2010-12-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

To the one whom taught me to count to 10 when im mad at someone:

you sucked

you forgot to teach part two

***

I'll just surrender next time. too much of a heartache to continue. if it was someone i didnt care for it would'nt have mattered, i would have scream my head off without feeling a pinch and sour nose.

we fought just like a couple, but made up when we both cried on the streets and laughing at each other lame-ness for crying over such trivial matter. xiao shi ye yao ku!

learn from us, listen. theres always two sides to a coin and just remember the side that you heard will always be the worse. what comes after will not be any worser!

+ dont try to swallow the cocktail of anger and disappointment. you'll end up hurting your ~~liver~~ heart. open up and talk.

Holidays is on and projerks are back on full-mode!

#922: Sucess

2010-12-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

Don't ever rule loneliness as the worse thing that could ever happen to you.

there's something worse like constipation, losing your arm, hungry-ness.

#921: random fb status

2010-12-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

meow 貓~

i think cats go well with Christmas. teehee.

#920:hehbit.

2010-12-04T18:45:00.003+08:00

依賴最能讓人最放心的鎮定劑

也是世上最賤的殺人工具

習慣就好

習慣真的很好嗎?

每次不經意的說 "沒關係, 習慣就好"

其實一點都不好

如果人人都習慣就好

現在還會有現在嗎?

會習慣傷害別人,

會習慣原地踏步,

習慣太熱,太冷,太麻煩嗎?

還是不要習慣就好....

im back -i think.

#917:dont sink bfr you rise

2010-11-23T21:48:00.003+08:00

Me: "i always think that losing things like cards,photos,videos is the worst thing that could have ever happen"

M.y: "why?"

Me: "because i will start to forget the lil moments and all the lil things. it would be really sad if you remembered something and i dont. And what if i forget you? I wouldnt have someone to remind me of those special moments. It'll be like i've never lived."

#916: changed person

2010-11-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

context of love: would you rather be hurt yourself or to see others writhe in pain because of you.

#915: choice or no choice.

2010-11-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

its really annoying when people is all out to annoy you. like today...

& its annoying when i have alot to blog about but i keep alt+A delete everything.

i think im really alien. like what everyone says today.

am i really that weird? hmm.

#914: my bus!

2010-11-16T19:26:00.001+08:00

dada dum dada dum da da telepathy.

eating dinner is a chore. can i have dinner in bed?

#913:

2010-11-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

Am really a blind mice?

Made specs today and a hole in my pockety-pocket! :(

I was told that my night blindness was'nt that bad. but the helpless feeling still kicks in even when im in the cinema! like some blind person that needs help up the stairs,across the chairs!

plainly speaking im "blind" both in the day and the night? \@.@/

I always tell myself i exercise good self-control. true. but not true enough..

Or, i get sick of something easily.

A new box of parcel was sitting on my table when i came home. 6kg of items all mine.

I dont know how i spend!! i got so guilty that i started hiding things here and there, bringing them out one by one so that momma will not realize that they are all new.

Happy! >.<

#912: this xmas

2010-11-14T09:46:00.000+08:00

This christmas, booze bythe sea okei?

#911: sept 11

2010-11-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

simi?

\@.@/

#910: juz wna stay at home and slack.

2010-11-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

I always wonder why people don't like to accept other people's offer. Sweets, help or anything...

When people offer you, they really do from the bottomost of their heart, so do a favor act like you're interested in it/really like it. we don't really care if you do, but just. just do it. just act.

Theres a empty space in the cabin and i dint want to sit down (sat for like 6 hours so i chose to stand). The seat is just right infront of me, the lady on my right said something to the woman on my left.

L: "你坐吧!"

R: "不用了.. 你坐"

L: "沒關係,你坐啦"

R: "不需要, 你坐"

L: "你站著我很不好意思"

R: "不用, 你那很多東西,你坐吧.."

L: "你坐啦..."

R: "真的不用.. 我要下車了"

*silence*

The lady gave up and sat down.

Can see that the kind lady whom offered is very paisey. the whole cabin is filled with the "你坐啦" and "不用". Anyway, the woman still sit at some empty space along the journey (and the lady havent alight yet) . so it really makes me think. Is it THAT difficult to accept someone's offer?

& if you REALLY dont want it, show the "determination" that you don't. The lady sure heartbroken one lor, see the woman dont want her seat but sit at another place -.-

i like morning shifts! :)

#909:我不聽了

2010-11-12T17:03:00.002+08:00

幸福是.....?

#908: Update

2010-11-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

Singapore is small, so is Pasir Ris to Tampines.

It'll take a right timing, right place and right person for coincidence to happen. I am very unobservant/oblivious to many many things that maybe 10 fingers is also insufficient to point count 'em out. But these kind of very.... ~~eerie~~coincidental things stands out like trees from bushes.

Honestly, i don't even know my neighbors well despite living in this area for like what- 15years?

I didnt know that the best buddy in my secondary school life will appear on the same block, same story just beside me and yet we didnt even met each other for like once in the few years she was here.

Until the day when priscilla talked to her and i interrupted and get to know/see her face.The next day, i saw her in the lift @ our block and the bus stop and started to talk crap eat shit laugh lie together. When it comes, it really does and i really thank god it did.

Its one of the best things that could ever happened to me.

Something quite amazing happened today. i'll summarise.

Had our lunch @ macs today

We saw a group of students queuing for food.

M.y & me walked to engineering bus stop after school and happen to see the exact same group of people we saw in macs. i said "kinda fated hor?"

saw a friend in bus

A friend that i could have never known was somehow introduced by chance.

Friend happens to know another person whom turned and asked me

" you stay in 626 right?"

he happens to be the "very coincident guy" that i told group about. About how we left the block in the same lift into our own ways and happen to come back at the same time, same block, same lift.

after a small talk while waiting for bus home, he asked

"were you from park view primary school? "

awe-strucked man. totally.

i wouldve asked if he was staying just directly above me lor. like 7th and 8th. i should ask if he is the one making the "chair pulling and knocking stunt" sometimes during the night. hahehohaha!

its really coincident.

you dont know but you'll

btw the last movie i watch sucked. another one pls? ^.^

#907:

2010-11-10T23:23:00.005+08:00

psssssss i like to space out with kind people. i stare into blank space cuz im thinking of nothing, which means im fairly comfortable with you. not cause you guys are boring okeh.

#906: mizzmi?

2010-11-10T22:04:00.005+08:00

tell how am i suppose to lie, when i cannot

even convince myself with the lie i am going to spin? :(

I always have this "happy" feeling whenever passing by jewelery shops with couple rings,bracelets etc etc (like today). stare compare and comment which one looks better, which will be more economical and yada yada the girls topic.

everyone is excited. me inclusive *surrenders*

but, at the moment when the group is getting more and more excited about the rings, marriage and all. The reality side of me just simply seeps out lor. I slapped everyone back to reality not leaving a space to imagine, to think, to dream.

This brings me back to the part whereby people start to get concern about what the not-so-young heart's (16 yr old) dream.

I just simply cannot DREAM.

Anything unrealistic i will just wish and hope that it'll come to my dream every night- every single night (i really love to dream, dont tell me the insufficient sleep thing cuz i dont care). Asking me unrealistic + making sense things will also make me give you my million dollar answer

"when it happens i'll tell you oke?"

so, who knows!

But, I like to imagine. (almost everyone does)

I can imagine anything like how the bus is going to flip when it's conquering a sharp turn due to inertia and how i would react to it. Imagine what will happen if im stucked in the lift alone + no cell phone. Imagine how to enter a cinema like a blind lizard when the show is on. Like those drama-mama thing.To me, to imagine is like preparation for unexpected (stupid) events that'll ~~never~~hardly happen.

goodnight!

p/s: my bed looks like super nice to sleep on right? hohohoho~

pp/ss: i act one smile only la. dont complain.

ppp/sss: damn abrupt goodnight hor? i keep rubbing my tired eyes until the lashes all coming out already. my luscious lashes~~~ \{@..@}/

#905: pompom

2010-11-04T21:42:00.001+08:00

i got the habit to tell you guys that im going off to shower.

byee bye!

#905: Zyrtec D

2010-11-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

Zyrtec-D 12 Hour

All medicines may cause side effects, but many people have no, or minor, side effects. Check with your doctor if any of these most COMMON side effects persist or become bothersome when using Zyrtec-D 12 Hour:

Dizziness; drowsiness; dry mouth; fatigue; headache; nausea; nervousness; sore throat; trouble sleeping.

Seek medical attention right away.

http://www.drugs.com/sfx/zyrtec-d-side-effects.html

yes i feel giddy and fatigue for more then 24 hours already and im quitting this. Instead of standing on the ground i feel like im floating. The sounds that i hear re-bound the moment it reaches my ear :(

but i have totally no problems with the trouble sleeping part! how to feel awake when it's suppose to make you drowsy? maybe i should look more into the reliability of the info. Teehee ^.^

#904: Flu

2010-11-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

flufluflu.

seriously, my nose has a blue black due to the constant rubbing,pinching and sneezing.

if this goes on i'll have an ideal nose bridge. hahahoho! very positive thinking.

it just tickles and tickles. so.i.am.giving.up.

im going on 2 pills already and a grace of 3 days, watch me shine after im over this period!

and may yi is truly in love w my sexy voice that she rather me stay sick. tru-luv @.@ dont know whether to laugh or cry... ..

#902: secretly!

2010-10-31T00:29:00.002+08:00

yawn sleep sleep

work work study

talk crap shit eat

drink live smile hug

up down in in

out close bury love

struggling with many roles

priority and limits

#901: wolves

2010-10-30T10:12:00.000+08:00

busy like a bumble bee! :(

#900:

2010-10-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

Stupid work hours :'(

cannot see my mama and papa

young at heart ^.^

#899

2010-10-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

If you got the time....

(Only read if you have the time/is bored or what to know how stupid people can get.)

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

O.o

I say:

uh.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

nvm

-.-

I say:

youre doing it again.

WHAT ON EARTH IS THAT!

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

serious

I say:

big small eye

seriously?

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

ya la

yes

I say:

why that emotion sua

sia#

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

i show you tml

I say:

that big small eye thing?

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

face to face

I say:

you sure?

you got small small eyes

where come the big small part

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

but the right one is bigger than the left

damn it i sound like jiajing

I say:

i know capital letter!

i know la.. crescendo is it?

ooooOOOOOOOO~..

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

heh?

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

WHAT THE HELL

O.o

I say:

shee

see#

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

so this is like decresendo?

I say:

our conversation is like some retards.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

spell wrong

true true

I say:

er.. somewhere there lor!

like oOoO

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

O.O

I say:

is a fluctuating Oh.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

monotone

I say:

that one is LOUD monotone

OOOO.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

SERIOUSLY

I say:

ooo is tiny one

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

YOU WANNA CONTINUE?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

I say:

HAHAHAHAAHHAAHA

no way.

im gonna paste this up my blog.

CUZ UNTIL NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT IS THE o.O thing

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

hahahahaha

you sure?

imagination pls

I say:

The eyes.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

i'm like irritating you right

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

I say:

But what is it about lor

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I say:

Pana

panda?

honestly..

is those.

THE EXPRESSSION WE ALWAYS GIVE JJ AH?

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

YES

IN MSN VERSION

I say:

okay i know liao

BUT

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

now you can do it to him on msn!

I say:

why you gimme that ii o.O

IT LOOKS CUTER LOR THE o.O..
ours is -.+

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

HAHAHAHA

I say:

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

seriously cui

I say:

is (-.*) _|_

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

think you should stop trying

HAHAHAHAHA

I say:

nice.

Okay la.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

i only like the _l_

I say:

HAHAHA

bird bird

ku ku

di di

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

siao ah!

HAHAHAHAHA

I say:

these are actually... those nicer terms lor

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

nicer

I say:

i didnt say those really crude one.. dirty mouth

yah that

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

i want the nicest

dammit we're all becoming like jj

and...

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

HAHAHAHA

why did we even link there?

I say:

yah

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

aiyo

I say:

haiz.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

_l_

that's the reason

I say:

HAHAHAHAHAAH!!

yah true!

but that was WITHOUT the balls

add some OO to it

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

you prefer OO

or oo

I say:

no la

but i say liao

PACKAGE

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

this one is asian one oo

I say:

HAHAHAHAHAH

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

olo

I say:

ALL THE ASIAN GUYS ALL KEEL YOU

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

HAHHAHAHA

I say:

I POST FB

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

wha cui

i dun wanna end my life like that

I say:

yah. i thnk you'll get bombarded.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

ang moh one is OlO

I say:

OLO

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I say:

pronounce it

we got new secret code liao

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

good good

I say:

mini olo and OLO!

olo-less

short leh the proportion..

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

like say it in piano and

loud is what huh

I say:

seriously.

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

k la

I say:

ALEJANDRO

kidding

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

WTF

HAHAHAHAHHA

I say:

I look like i know piano.. but i actually.. dont

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

ale-alelalejandro

I say:

yah lor. annoying

[b][c=13]TEEWHYWHY.[/c][/b] says:

pa pa pa per face pa pa per face

ma ma ma ma

I say:

okaokay...

If all the people in east i know can work with me

i'll fly like an angel

#899: pompom

2010-10-26T21:25:00.003+08:00

we lose ourselves along the way; sometimes...

just sometimes.

whats up with the mozzies around manz, big fat ones! :(

but my family got a "Buddha heart" they just simply swipe them off, not kill.

makes me feel like a perverted murderer chasing and air clapping them.

ya. i killed one, silently....

amitabha, no karma no karma

#897: pretty normal

2010-10-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

the words boxed in red.

said by 2 person whom dont know each other at all...

i guess there's 2 sides to a coin and 6 to a dice.

i dont think i can sleep now.. :'(

#896: ful dime

2010-10-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

Need to get the body clock back and working! :>

"the monkey smile"

I hate having the same things as people (if they arent suppose to be a group thing); it just annoys me when we have the exact same thing and appearing in the same place. :<>

really annoying. i'll just have to stop wearing and throw that particular item away. i really should buy everything head to toe online in discrete!

and again,

i hate school.

wow i sound like an angry kid. hahahahahaha!!

#893: tired

2010-10-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

Theres a difference between tired and sian.

and i am in a sibei sian mode now.

really sibei sian worse then exams that is coming up

#892:

2010-10-21T00:13:00.003+08:00

When we're tired, we retreat

strategist.

ended up losing more than expected

shock.

depress.

fury.

charged.
accelerating will hollowed out and what we are

left?

#892: full

2010-10-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

it does'nt feel very nice to be too full, much of the reason why i like to be 20-88% full for my meals.

i will have the space for other stuffs/drinks when walking along and finding interesting stuffx. instead of staying too full to miss the good things around me at that particular moment.

took me quite abit of time to assure my dad that my working area is safe. will not be able to work anymore night shifts already, to assure dad and to get back the sleeping pattern esp when hell starts.

oh man, 4 more days.... honestly?! :<>

#891: soccer soccer

2010-10-18T00:53:00.003+08:00

you're tired after work,

reached home, and realized everyone's soundly asleep,

you tip toed into the room,

over there, on the

table, there was a cup with a lid

and a

note saying

" mom tells you to drink this up "

herbal tea.

that fuzzy feeling comes back and warms me up all the way to the toes.

#890:

2010-10-16T13:59:00.001+08:00

Work work pay pay moneh moneh life life shoppin shoppin eat eat laugh laugh laugh

#889: 888 fa fa fa!

2010-10-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

so full.

ate too many meals today \{@.@}/

tsk. have to go jtc, waste my monday olly.

-

2010-10-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

i was warned like 1,484 time for not losing the access card which will lead to something more troublesome and unwanted.

i assured with nods and multiple hand gestures,

deep down im really afraid that i'll lose it somewhat somewhere. so i decided to ask him " so what will really happen if i lose it?" he panicked and said " oh no, please don't please don't! keep it safely please"

i feeeeeeeeel really dangerous..

***

i got sick of having coffee too often already. got all the goosebumps and dizzy feel already.

#887: what me?

2010-10-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

yez, my name is lynn, and my surname is lim.

my dad is kind of poetic i think.